This past year. A lot has changed. I was looking through my past xanga entries. And there were some things I said. Some things I thought I needed. But I didn't. And within this year. Those things have left my life. And as they painfully walked out. Better things walked in. Things that. Well. They make the 6:00 wake up worth while. They make me laugh. And they understand. Everything. And if one doesn't get it. You know one of the others will. And. As much as I used to be so upset about how things have changed. I know God is in control. And no matter what. He's got a reason for it. And really. Things are so much better then I had ever expected them to be. =)